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Baeddel

by Wenda Rose

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1.
The Child 04:41
Why come ye out so late Said the knight on the road I go to meet my god Said the child as she stood How will you go by land Said the knight on the road With a strong staff in my hand Said the child as she stood And she stood, and she stood And 'twere well she stood With a strong staff in my hand Said the child as she stood How will you go by sea Said the knight on the road With a good boat under me Said the child as she stood I think I hear a bell Said the knight on the road Aye, it's ringin' you to hell Said the child as she stood And she stood, and she stood And 'twere well she stood Aye, it's ringin' you to hell Said the child as she stood And she stood, and she stood And 'twere well she stood Aye, it's ringin' you to hell Said the child as she stood
2.
You don't know me Maybe you think you do but You only know what you think you see If I let you in To my private world What would you think of me In my cave of fantasy? Some people build protection A strong wall around themselves To keep their private little elves Safe and out of harm But you know that kind of sheltering Really only keeps them small It doesn't even work at all And is a false security Against the brewing storm I want you to see the skin of me But I need security I am so desperate to be born I am still so very torn Because I am frightened now Living in my thunder cloud How I want to shout out loud To let you see The raw and bleeding me Laid out for eternity Someone's got to tell her She can be heard Someone's got to tell her Her fate is secured Someone's got to love her Even though she knows She's just a quiet bird Not the least absurd (Beneath it all a sapphire crow Soaring through the coal black night) Someone's got to let her know That she's really alright
3.
All the places we've been together The time we spent at each others side You told me of a train that takes you away Tried to warn me about a bumpy ride I never wanted to listen, never wanted to know I thought we were different, thought we could come back But before I knew it, we had left the station By the age-old train on the rusty old track They said the doors are closing to the street You'd best stand clear and take a seat Hold on tight to the handle now In case you're swept right off your feet And we'll do the Blue Line shuffle Come on dance until your feet fall off It's the Blue Line shuffle Once you start there ain't no way to stop Life goes by, just blurred scenery I can no longer tell your life from mine Please won't you tell me where we're getting off? Cause I don't wanna end up at the end of the line You said the doors are closing to the street You'd best stand clear and take a seat Hold on tight to the handle now In case you're swept right off your feet And we'll do the Blue Line shuffle Come on dance until your feet fall off It's the Blue Line shuffle Once you start there ain't no way to stop But if I pull that handle and the wheels squeal I beg, I cry to your ideal This time it's you who broke the deal I'm on the platform in the falling rain You stop, you turn, but you remain Your words call out from on the train I said the doors are closing to the street You'd best stand clear and take a seat Hold on tight to the handle now In case you're knocked right off your feet And you'll do the Blue Line shuffle You'll be dancin' 'til your feet fall off It's the Blue Line shuffle Once you start, there ain't no way to stop Once you start, there ain't no way to stop Once you start, there ain't no way to stop
4.
Here I sit in a devil's heaven Beholden dreams of the angels' hell Take me down where the land is riven Hold me down in the river's swell Fire burning feed my yearning Nothing flowing where I'm going Fire burning feed my yearning Nothing flowing where I'm going Fill me up with your poison waters Make me treasure the barren earth Turn me from the forest's daughters Tell me what I'm really worth Fire burning feed my yearning Nothing flowing where I'm going Fire burning feed my yearning Nothing flowing where I'm going Let me be the fire that burns The only one that ever returns Let me be the river's end The only one you'd ever defend Fire burning feed my yearning River flowing where I'm going Fire burning feed my yearning River flowing where I'm going now
5.
This all was fun then When you walked among them Like two children playing You know what I'm saying Some part of our minds said "We shouldn't do this" But we followed white rabbits Got into bad habits And all of the joy seemed To die that day 'Cause with bishops and pawns Singing silly love songs If your heart's in a castle While your soul carries on Then all the king's chessmen And all the king's knights Cannot put this heartbreak Together again Together again Together again All the king's chessmen And all the king's knights They can't put this heartbreak Together again If I'm not the one for you Even though I adore you Then fearing the rover You'll try to start over But I saw you walking Alone with your ex Now alarm bells are ringing The birds and bees stinging And you've got me singing The bus window blues 'Cause with bishops and pawns Singing silly love songs If your heart's in a castle While your soul carries on Then all the king's chessmen And all the king's knights Cannot put this heartbreak Together again Together again Together again All the king's chessmen And all the king's knights They can't put this heartbreak Together again
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What is this city of roses I find myself in? Sent from heaven above Or created within? A state so long in desire I forgot what it meant A fate not once understood But yearned for and dreamt Have you ever seen yourself changed? A body rearranged Dream to one, nightmare to another Yet a different person to none but you So you carried me to the gate Kept my body alive Till I woke up to the light Ready to fly Now who shall you become Whom shall you be? Is there a place for you now Or do you only sleep? Have you ever seen yourself changed? A body rearranged Dream to one, nightmare to another Yet a different person to none but you Should I weep for you now? Would you want me to? Did you give willingly or was it just What you had to do?
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A day spent in the sunshine A night spent in the rain Warm rays over wild pines Cold drops fall in pain Will you follow nightmares Walk in fire and ice Hold on to your own cares Gripped inside a vise Do not talk to strangers They're sure to take your life Ride out through the danger Hide out from the strife This could only be... Your hell You could only be... Baeddel Hold out for our sundered souls Build bodies piece by piece Skies color of blackened coals Lilith's brood released This could only be... Our hell We could only be... Baeddel
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Welcome friend to the hall of shame Let me take you on a tour I want you to meet the women like us That you claim to know so well Michelle wakes up at 5 a.m. Drives down to the west side Stops for coffee on the way She thinks she'll be okay Next thing she knows, she's shown the door They tell her a pack of lies Say "Go on back where you belong, Don't wanna see you 'round no more" Sister, have you drifted so far That it seems on par To throw those you don't like Right under the bus? For these are the women like us Vanessa's out in the freezing cold Short skirt and four-inch heels She's got dreams of being a model Or an actress on the stage She's a different girl by day or night When the sun is high she pretends When the moon is out she takes her place wishes someone gave a damn For now she sells her body on the street Counting days until she goes Far away to a surgeon in Thailand Maybe they can set her right Sister, have you drifted so far That it seems on par To throw those you don't like Right under the bus? For these are the women like us Roxanne rides the number four bus She didn't get time to shave She couldn't get her makeup right Wonders if she's gonna pass today Her boyfriend meets her at the bar A strapping man with a tattooed chest His door is open wider than his heart "Honey, come home with me tonight" Her love is blooming and the mood seems right But she never mentioned her past life Do men ever think when passions are high? Will she even make tomorrow's news? Sister, have you drifted so far That it seems on par To throw those you don't like Right under the bus? For these are the women like us So when you say I'm not a woman like you Perhaps you may be right We need not be the same to unite Please take my hand... And let the healing begin
10.
How do I explain The only thing I've ever known I'm not trying to deceive you Just don't want to be alone I know you won't believe me Please just listen anyway To my plea that you'll consider I might mean what I say I'm a sheep in wolf's clothing It's a thought I always dread A sheep in wolf's clothing A skin I cannot shed A sheep in wolf's clothing Oh what do I have to do To prove I pose no threat to you How do I explain The danger that I face Just to sing this song before you Yes, I know it's not my place I'm not asking for your blessing Just to see you eye to eye This is who I am It's my truth I cannot lie I'm a sheep in wolf's clothing It's a thought I always dread A sheep in wolf's clothing A skin I cannot shed A sheep in wolf's clothing Oh what do I have to do To prove I pose no threat to you They didn't make me this way To rub it in your face In fact they Didn't make me at all I made myself, you know Just like you say we can I still believe we can I still believe we can I'm a sheep in wolf's clothing It's a thought I always dread A sheep in wolf's clothing A skin I cannot shed A sheep in wolf's clothing Oh what do I have to do To prove I pose no threat to you I'm a sheep in wolf's clothing It's a thought I always dread A sheep in wolf's clothing A skin I cannot shed A sheep in wolf's clothing Oh what do I have to do To prove I pose no threat to you
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I Am Woman 04:16
I am woman, hear me roar In numbers too big to ignore And I know too much to go back and pretend Cause I've heard it all before And I've been down there on the floor No one's ever gonna keep me down again Yes, I am wise But it's wisdom born of pain Yes, I've paid the price But look how much I've gained If I have to, I can do anything I am strong I am invincible I am woman You can bend but never break me Cause it only serves to make me More determined to achieve my final goal And I come back even stronger Not a novice any longer Cause you've deepened the conviction in my soul Yes, I am wise But it's wisdom born of pain Yes, I've paid the price But look how much I've gained If I have to, I can do anything I am strong I am invincible I am woman I am woman, watch me grow See me standing toe to toe As I spread my loving arms across the land But I'm still an embryo With a long long way to go Until I make my brother understand Yes, I am wise But it's wisdom born of pain Yes, I've paid the price But look how much I've gained If I have to, I can face anything I am strong I am invincible I am woman
13.
Sirens are wailing Doppler shifted red and blue Ambulances trailing A boy's life is bleeding Drove his car into the river Don't know what he is needing After all the laughter and tears After all the promises and pain After all you were and forever are Does it all just come down To sirens in the rain A mother is crying Unnecessary suicide Her son is dying His soul is leaving Ambulance pulling away A family is grieving After all the laughter and tears After all the promises and pain After all you were and forever are Does it all just come down To sirens in the rain Why, why, why Why, why, why Why, why, why Was nobody there Did nobody say Did nobody tell him It gets better It gets better Yeah, yeah, it gets better

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My second album features a more unified, progressive-rock sound, as well as much more personal songwriting, with lyrics based on my own experiences growing up as a transgender woman.

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released August 4, 2017

All vocals and instruments by Wenda Rose. Drum loop on "Hall of Shame" courtesy of AIR Music Technology.

Recorded by Wenda Rose at The Mer House, Portland, Oregon, except "Blue Line Shuffle" and "Changeling" recorded by John Lifavi at Piedmont Studio, Montrose, California.

Produced and mixed by Wenda Rose at The Mer House. Mastering by LANDR. Cover art by Wenda Rose.

©2017 Wenda Rose / Lorbha-Forged Music

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Wenda is a singer-songwriter, pianist/keyboardist, and producer who has been playing music her whole life. Originally from Los Angeles, California, she now finds her inspiration in the forests and rivers of the Pacific Northwest.

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